I've sent it away!

I sent my Portfolio away this morning!!!!!!!!!
I am so freaking nervous.
What happens if it's totally not what they want, or I'm really crap at drawing, and people just say I'm good to boost my hopes. People do that you know... -nod- I mean I've done it before... You just don't go out and tell someone their crap... -shakes head- How rude and impolite you know...
I mean I'm pretty good aren't I. I can't draw landscapes or anything, but I can draw people pretty good, right?

Anyway, I'm so nervous!
CIAO!

EDIT: I am able to go to the island with Simone! Yay :D I am excited! I wish it were you Paige... But you know... we'll have our trip there and we'll go to Tofino and go swimming and have really awesome boyfriends that are with us and we can tan and then they'll come and pour water on us, and we'll chase them and then it will turn into a lovely fit of making outness... (obviously not with each other and just with our boyfriends.... no orgies or anything like that!)... Anyway, thats my dream... and then we'll go surfing! We all know how well I'll be at that *cough*

EDIT: So I heard about the Credit Card thingy from Jen. She came into my work looking for a key to your house. Makes me feel quite special that I have a key :D which is besides the point!
She told me that you're credit card was like... what's the word.... well you're funds stopped because of a late payment.. of like 37$! How unfair is that!!!!
Is everything alight? are you two okay and stuff, you have backup money and stuff yeah? I also saw the comment that you're card should be good to go by the 26th! Thats so far away! You'll be able to manage and stuff right!?? Everything will be okay and you wont have to go and do dishes for someone for some money just to live right! -worries- I am so worried about you!!!!

EDIT: I watched a movie tonight, titles Boy A. It was very good, and I am going to save it for you on a disc so you can watch it. British it is, with a very cute lead boy. :D

EDIT: My mom doesn't seem very... optimistic about my portfolio. I hope she's wrong... I hope I prove her wrong! I hope I'm good enough.... please please please let me be good enough!